Go ahead, kill me

The past three days have been horrible. HORRIBLE! It has been made clear to me that I don't want to stay here and the church doesn't want me here either. Tuesday I spent an hour and a half talking to my pastor about how I do not feel a part of the church and why I do not want to stay here another year. I'm fine with ending out the year as well as possible and even doing VBS before I leave. That was a no brainer for me. Well, just talking to my pastor was really stressful.

Then came Wednesday night. I knew there was a school board meeting and I figured they would be talking about me. I was pretty mad that I was not invited, because this fucked up school board will not let you attend unless you have an invitation. I did not have an invitation, but three other teachers did. Go figure. But they weren't not in attendance when they talked about me. You are only allowed to be present when asked. I got a phone call about 8:15 from the principal. I was asked if I had any intention of staying at all next year. I said no. So then I was asked to resign my position. Asked if I knew when I would be leaving. I have no clue when I will be leaving THIS SUMMER! That is 6 months away. They did not even give me any time to find another call. This is bullshit. I'm so pissed. This is freaking ridiculous. This is not the way a church it supposed to treat their workers. Note to anyone reading this: Never, ever, move to Ft. Morgan, CO.

I really need some time away from this place. If I don't get some down time I'm going to blow up at somebody. It will probably be someone on the school board or a family member of theirs.

Get me out of here.

Thank you to all of you who have put up with all my whining this year. If not I probably would be 6 feet under right now. I know no job is perfect but this one is the opposite of perfect. Hopefully this will be the end of all the crap. But I have a feeling it won't be....