craziness is my life

This weekend has been horrible. I really couldn't have handled much more. My car needs a new transmission, and somehow I'm going to have to figure out how to pay for it. I'm freaking out here. Plus I got stranded in Greeley in the Auto Zone. Who knew how much fun the auto parts store is after closing. :)
Well at least I am home, just carless. Somehow I am magically going to get to work this week, or however long it will take to fix my car. Needless to say I'm quite frustrated at the entire thing.
One more week and then I get to fly home. I'm really excited to be there for the wedding and see some friends. Something good to look forward to. I really need that right now. Actually what I would really love is a boyfriend, someone to have to talk to and be with when crappy things happen.
So, I got a call from a school in Salt Lake today, too. I'm not sure how I feel about this one. I was really hoping the one outside Twin was going to work out. That would be really good, but if not I suppose Salt Lake wouldn't be that bad either. I have no idea what I'm doing....

So I figured out this week I work at an anti-Harry Potter school. Two of the teachers were complaining about thier students having Harry Potter paraphanilia in thier desks. I didn't say anything, becasue really I need to pick my battles. Then again I won't be here too much longer. I just think it is retarded to throw a fit about a FICTION BOOK! Just like books about talking animals its not real.

I thought when I started this thing I would write at least once a week. As you can see that is not working out so well. I'll try to work on that. Or not.... I'm a busy woman. Then again when I have no job next year I'll have tons of time to write :)

Where is my gun?

I am offically freaking out about not having a job for next year. I don't know where I'll be living, I don't know what I will be doing, I have no support system. AHHHHH!!!! I'm freaking here!
I haveto say it was really nice to hear from Abby. She asked me to move in with her next year. That sounds really good. I have really been thinking about it. I've also been thinking about just subbing next year if I don't get another job.
Wow, look at all the possibilities... Give me a break! Any ideas, shoot them my way.
Maybe I won't shoot myself then.... but then again