Where is my gun?

I am offically freaking out about not having a job for next year. I don't know where I'll be living, I don't know what I will be doing, I have no support system. AHHHHH!!!! I'm freaking here!
I haveto say it was really nice to hear from Abby. She asked me to move in with her next year. That sounds really good. I have really been thinking about it. I've also been thinking about just subbing next year if I don't get another job.
Wow, look at all the possibilities... Give me a break! Any ideas, shoot them my way.
Maybe I won't shoot myself then.... but then again