Bandwagon

So everyone else has one of these, I thought I would jump on the bandwagon as well... enjoy!

Two Names You Go By:1. Tina 2. Miss Bentley

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:1.pajamma bottoms 2. White Tank

Top Two Things You Would Want in a Relationship:1. Faith in God 2. Someone who can handle my uber craziness

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies:1. Reading 2. Watching Movies- I live alone, ok

Two Things You Want Really Badly At The Moment:1. Somewhere to live 2. More time to get things done

Two pets you had/have:1. Ringo, my parents dog 2. Earle the late great fish that I shared with college roommate 1- Sarah

Two things you did last night:1. Packed 2. Watched The Pacifier

Two People that live in your house:1. Myself 2. That's it...

Two things you ate today:1. Turkey Pot Pie 2. Ice Cream

Two people you Last Talked To:1. My Mom 2. My sister Dotty

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:1. Driving to IF 2. Looking for an apartment

Two longest car rides:1. Boise, Id to Seward, Ne 2. My geography tour with Dr. K, Mayterm sophomore year

Two Favorite Holidays:1. Christmas 2. Thanksgiving

Two Things You Can't Live Without:1. my cell phone (grr!) 2. chapstick/lip stuff in general

Another Chapter...

Tomorrow morning I am leaving for Idaho Falls to start a new adventure. I will be the 1st grade teacher at Hope Lutheran. I am excited about this, really I am. I just have so much to do before actually feeling good about the entire move.

As of right now I am homeless. I have nowhere to live, and shockingly enough I am a little nervous about that. Granted, I am staying with my 2nd cousin until I find a place but I don't like to have things up in the air like this.

Tonight I went over to my sisters to collect some of my belongings and say goodbye she reminded me that God called me to this new place for a reason and now I need to go figure it out. I've been so hung up on moving AGAIN and getting my class set up I really hadn't had time to adjust to the fact that I have been called to this place. I really need to let that sink in before I meet with the other people I will be working with, I don't want them to think I'm a big downer, which normally I'm not. Or, at least I like to think not anyhow.

I think a lot of my stress stems from the fact I haven't been home in over two weeks. I volunteered a week at camp and then went to Texas to visit with Noah and his family. Those two weeks were great while they were happening, but now I'm extra stressed because I had 48 hours to pack up my life again. I really need to start planning out these trips a little better, like not back to back and right before I have so much going on. I guess we'll see if I think ahead next time.

I think I'm a little sad to be leaving my family, it has been so nice to be around them all this summer. I got to spend a lot of time with my sister and her family. It makes me ache for a family of my own, not anytime soon however. I think I might need to find myself some wonderful man for that to happen, that has not happened as of yet.

Plus that little baby of hers is so cute, I love her so much, its so fun to play and see her all the time. I won't be able to do that anymore, that's really sad.
I also won't be able to just show up at my parents to hang out and have dinner.

I don't know what my deal is. It's not like I'm moving across the country, its only 5 hours away. I hope I wake up with a whole new attitude, I so want this job to work out. I can't take another year of uncertainty and hating my job, this has to work out. Otherwise I don't know what I will do.

Ah, to much negativity for one night.
Goodnight