The Wedding
So my sister gets married in six days. SIX DAYS! That is so insane to me. I really like Dave and everything but she met him in November. If I followed their dating plan I could meet someone now and be getting married in November. Is that not crazy or is it just me?
I'm already freaking out about not getting everything done I need to before the wedding. I woke up this morning and realized I leave on Tuesday, in 2 days. I still do not have my car back, I need to run some errands, finish lessons plans for a sub, pack, clean my house, ect. And then on top of all the craziness here I have an interview on Wednesday with Reedeemer Lutheran in Salt Lake. I'm just not sure how this is all going to work out.
I have been extremely stressed recently and I know when I go home I will need to be the calm one because Dotty will be the one who is allowed to freak out. Then on top of everything I got an email from camp this week asking me to come up and be a counselor for a few weeks this summer. I'm not sure what to think about that one. So now I've been trying to decide if I will move earlier than planned now. It only makes sense to move earlier now because I was already planning on driving from here to Boise to Vancouver the end of June. And it just seems stupid to then drive all the way back here for another two weeks to move. But to make matters worse it will be only days after VBS so I will be taking care of all of that crap and trying to pack and move. It might be crazy but I think in the end it will be worth it. I just wish I had someone to come and help me. I think I will talk to my mom this week and see what she thinks, maybe she can help. Any suggestions would be great :)
I think I just need to pray about it. That would be the logical thing to do but when I stress I don't normally do the logical thing. People who were close to me in college know this. Man, I wish I had Julianna or Noah here to help me. Those two always come through when I really needed them. I don't think I will ever find friends like those two, not that my other friends aren't wonderful too, but it was always a littler different with me, Julianna, and Noah. (And when I say Julianna, Noah, and me I don't mean we all worked together. I never quite understood why those two were so great with me but never with each other. Anyhow...)
Ok, I better get back to freaking out ;) I feel better now that I wrote a little.
Until next time...
I'm already freaking out about not getting everything done I need to before the wedding. I woke up this morning and realized I leave on Tuesday, in 2 days. I still do not have my car back, I need to run some errands, finish lessons plans for a sub, pack, clean my house, ect. And then on top of all the craziness here I have an interview on Wednesday with Reedeemer Lutheran in Salt Lake. I'm just not sure how this is all going to work out.
I have been extremely stressed recently and I know when I go home I will need to be the calm one because Dotty will be the one who is allowed to freak out. Then on top of everything I got an email from camp this week asking me to come up and be a counselor for a few weeks this summer. I'm not sure what to think about that one. So now I've been trying to decide if I will move earlier than planned now. It only makes sense to move earlier now because I was already planning on driving from here to Boise to Vancouver the end of June. And it just seems stupid to then drive all the way back here for another two weeks to move. But to make matters worse it will be only days after VBS so I will be taking care of all of that crap and trying to pack and move. It might be crazy but I think in the end it will be worth it. I just wish I had someone to come and help me. I think I will talk to my mom this week and see what she thinks, maybe she can help. Any suggestions would be great :)
I think I just need to pray about it. That would be the logical thing to do but when I stress I don't normally do the logical thing. People who were close to me in college know this. Man, I wish I had Julianna or Noah here to help me. Those two always come through when I really needed them. I don't think I will ever find friends like those two, not that my other friends aren't wonderful too, but it was always a littler different with me, Julianna, and Noah. (And when I say Julianna, Noah, and me I don't mean we all worked together. I never quite understood why those two were so great with me but never with each other. Anyhow...)
Ok, I better get back to freaking out ;) I feel better now that I wrote a little.
Until next time...
posted by Tina J @ 9:49 AM
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